by nuno alves
When I worked in my 9-5 computer-office job, as you might expect,
there was generally an expectancy to continuously put out work for a certain
period of time, then have a coffee break, then work some more, then the lunch
break, rinse and repeat. You're expected to be there for a certain period of
time, and put out a certain quantity of work during said time. Or else, you're
not doing your job.
Since then, I've come to realize two things.
First, the amount of
work you do has little to do with the time you spend working. Secondly,
the quality of work has nothing to do with the time you
spend working.
You might spend a week's worth of time at work
producing designing, creating documentation, going to meetings, etc.
The notorious individual who had a groundbreaking
insight, an eureka moment, a breakthrough - or simply said a short sentence
packed with wisdom,
later turned into a quote - experienced it in a single moment. This
breakthrough will then go on to make an impact upon an industry, a scientific
field, large groups of people. A single moment's worth of work made a tremendous impact on the world,
inscribed into the annals of history and lasting for ages.
I'm not saying one should attempt to have epiphanies all the time when working. I am, however, making the point that time does not equate to value. Nor is the human meant to be abiding to rigid schedules for work. It's not its ideal manner of working.
At this point, I've raised an issue that
commonly leads to this question: if the office environment is too rigid, are you
suggesting to work at home? Wouldn't that keep me less motivated and more
distracted?
Bear with me for a moment.
Sure enough, the more physical the job is - say,
farming, or perhaps civil construction - the plants are not going to get
seeded, and the bricks aren't getting laid, without simply putting the effort
and time, and do it. However, once you add an element of creativity and variety
to a work or job (and that isn't to say that farming or construction aren't
creative!) curiously enough, you start talking about productivity.
The question usually means, "how do I keep myself motivated and my energy levels
running high - instead of spending my time constantly on email, facebook,
farmville, and searching cat pictures".
That's usually what "productivity"
really means, is it not?
The issue is much more complex than the question
"how can I work more" may imply. So let's try to run it through.
Office
vs Home
Let's return to the office vs home issue. I've
said that the rigid schedule (and boss/employer expectation) that says
"you have to work at this and this time" doesn't make sense. It's
anti-natural. It's simply an industrial-revolution-era routine, and mindset,
that doesn't really apply to, let's say, "paper and computer" work.
Furthermore, it's designed to fight laziness and dishonesty. You have to be
there, show up for work, and if you've spent X hours at the job, you've worked.
This is not so, as I have already proven, hopefully, that the quality and
actual amount of productivity doesn't equate to the time you've
spent working.
You feel this also, and it's why you're reading
this text.
So facing a lack of inner motivation,
and low levels of energy, it's fair to assume you'd face a situation of working
outside the office environment, at home for example, as something that would
distract and disperse you even more than at work. You may feel that the office
environment's natural severe discipline and rigid rules inflict upon you a
structure, a strict barrier that "keeps you working", and prevents
your flimsy and irrational mind from wondering off.
However, the "office vs home" duality
is really a bogus question. Because I guarantee you, that if you're placed in a
situation where you're aligned with something that youreally want
to do, and all the conditions to provide for it, you'll work overtime,
everyday, with boundless bundles of creativity,
focus, and energy gushing out from you.
So you see, there's no need for you to consider
yourself a criminal, or a lazy good-for-nothing sob who only works when he's
pushed to do it. You're taking upon yourself the industrial revolution vision
of the boss towards the worker. There's no need to treat yourself like a
criminal and self-inflict severe discipline upon you. Regardless of your
workplace being the office or the
home, it's not really the place that's in question here. What matters is the
work itself you choose, if you are personally aligned with it (we'll get to
that), and if the rules and
expectations of the work environment match the creativity"rate"
of the work itself.
If you've noticed, the workplace at Google, for
example, fosters an environment full of toys, tech, swimming pools, leisure
rooms, all the high-end food you can eat, all the things you'd want to do, and
above all else, there's the aura of not having to work. Despite people
being hired for their skills and brilliance, they pretty much can do, within a
reasonable perspective, whatever they want, without schedule or regulations.
Mark Zuckerberg of Facebook fosters in some aspects the same
informal-yet-committed work perspective.
But when a Google worker comes up with a
brilliant idea, a flash of creativity,
during the day or during the night, what happens?
Hell digs himself in front of the
computer and won't stop day and night until he manifests that idea, no matter
what.
And he'll drag countless others.
I ask, then, what kind of work is being done,
compared to a regular office job with regular "rules"?
If your mind is saying to yourself "yeah, but guys at Google are all geniuses, while I'm
struggling just with keeping my job here" - first, just notice
how your brain is telling you that story. Yell at it: "shut up brain, I'm
reading something here".
Good. Because that's a lame excuse. I mentioned
Google as an example of a relaxed work environment that is (very) productive
nonetheless. Just because you don't think yourself as a mathematical genius
doesn't mean you can't have a certain kind of inspirational and creativity
qualities - which you surely do. Einstein
constantly flunked at school. Furthermore, I'm sure you know of other relaxed
work environments, of startups, or otherwise relatively young (or young-minded)
people, who have fun at their jobs, with their friends, without the 9-to-5
mentality, that are productive nonetheless. They've typically found a second
ingredient, that we haven't talked about yet: something they liketo
do, something they want to
do, and henceforth, objectives.
I hoped I conveyed by now that strict rules and
discipline aren't the most conductive mindset to work. That energy is in fact
creepily negative and limiting. I know this because I was there, I left, and I
as I looked back, I saw it for what it was. Only at that point can one truly
realize how downputting and soul-crushing it can be.
So if you are afraid of not being productive if
you don't have rules inflicted upon you, don't be. That's not
the issue. The issue here is another one: you wanting to do the work.
A
Work You Love
Now we'll have to touch the painful bit: whether
you really want to be doing that work or not.
You can at this point replace
"productivity" with "Creativity".
Because that's what you're doing: creating, and being creative. That's what you
want. Your energy levels stem from creativity.
Every human being was put here to do something.
That something will come from its creative self. Even if the office worker dreamt
of having a farm, at some point he grabbed hold of his life and took it there.
And when that farmer looks
at the sky for clouds and rain, when he spots the colour of the plant, the
moisture of the soil with his hands, and the bugs in the crops, he's not
passively doing something just because: he's got love for it. He wanted it.
This love and wanting is also creativity. It's the person's heart that's
speaking to him. And from it, he created his own life for himself.
If you're having issues with motivation and
productivity, chances are your spirit is wanting to endeavour in more creative
pursuits. And when you're going to move that mouse to click that document or
that appointment, your mind then quickly shifts to facebook instead.
Understand that not all productivity issues
revolve around seld-discipline, motivation, and rules. Sometimes, you have to
dig within yourself and question if you like doing what you do. I think
that's what's most important. If you just intend to force yourself to just
work more, by means of more
self-discipline, you're just putting chrome wheels and leather seats on a
40-year-old crumbling car. It'll look nicer, maybe run a little faster. But it
won't get any younger. Or smell better.
Maybe you're already doing something you like,
and your personal answer is only on gathering a little more discipline and
maturity. It's possible. I gathered a lot of that by working where I worked, and learning where
I graduated.
But you have to be willing to face this
self-exploration. Simply because otherwise you won't ever make any progress in
a meaningful way.
Most of the modern-world population that works
in an office-like environment does face the issue of motivation and focus, with
varying degrees of severity. The core issue is generally the same: humans are
intuitive creators, not repeating robots. They'll never adapt to just obey.
We've been taught that fun is
childish and irresponsible. That you have to be serious when working. But the
productivity you seek, when you feel it, are you serious or are you having fun?
Fun in creating, building, exploring, learning, expressing.
You're frolicking on facebook to feel
some of that fun you're
intuitively missing.
The main ingredient, then, is actually liking what
you're doing. And this aspect doesn't revolve only about the work itself.
It also relates to the environment, the people you work with, even the physical
location. What you like is
a global, integrated thing. Therefore, it's not implied you need to quit your
life and go solo. If you truly prefer to work in an office environment, and/or
with friends/co-workers, then that's what you should be looking for.
In these cases, your soul searching may lead
you to sniff around for different opportunities, or to see if your friends
would tag along with you in a new investment. In other cases, however, the
issue is clearly more severe than this. The computer programmer really wants to
explore wildlife, the marketing analyst really wants to do computer programming,
the housewife really wants to do Reiki.
In these situations the issue is obviously deeper, more complex.
Understandably, coming to the realization you
want to be doing something else can be a daunting moment - because
you've realized you don't want to be where you are now.
And this causes an emotional detachment, which can be see as scary. "If I don't want to be here anymore, then how am I
going to continue to work? How am I going to do something I don't want to?"
Also, the prospect of simply dare to make changes in your life, and to risk new
paths, possibly in the midst of children, mortgages, and responsibilities, can
be daunting indeed.
But I have news for you: coming to that
realization is a GOOD thing, not bad. Because:
1 - Knowing what your dreams are GIVES YOU SERENITY. Where previously, your
inner desires were just blocked. And your Spirit was restless, like a prisoner
with his mouth covered up with a cloth, unable to speak, only mumbling, yet
trying to shout something to you. This was a great deal from where your restlessness
came from. Knowing what your dreams are,
even if you don't actively pursue them, makes you feel assured. There's
calmness in the certainty from the heart.
2 - You bringing forth
a desire to do something else will begin to manifest opportunities to it. It's in fact the
only way. This is a metaphysical thing, a "the secret"-like thing.
But that's how it works. Your new idea is being maintained in your thoughts, in
your mind and heart, and for as long as you do, it will gain strength, like a
snowball (it can also shift and evolve, assuming clearer forms over time). And,
inevitably, that idea will begin to sprout in your reality - if you allow
yourself to hold it.
3 - You don't have to
change anything NOW, if you feel you can't. Instead, simply rest assured in the fact that at some
point you may eventually be able to pursue your dream. In fact, instead of
sapping your motivation, this can be a very liberating thing to feel. The
moment I knew my job and career wasn't really what I wanted to invest in the
long run, that relieved me from all the pressure of succeeding at it - and from
all the expectations of others over me.
Dare to dream!
And if you by any chance think you don't want
to do anything, don't worry, because that's not really true. Maybe
you're incredibly tired and you need a period of job intermission, or take a
hiatus travelling the word.
But the core truth is that no human really
wants to literally do nothing. Inevitably, if you give yourself
to it, the ideas, inspiration, will, and the means to achieve
it, will start to come your way, in order to place you with what it's in store
for you.
In Portugal there's this unspoken,
implicit, yet very strong, stigma about the lazy slob who doesn't want to work
or put an effort, and who's feeding off the system. I'm sure that there's a
version of that everywhere throughout the world.
I don't believe in lazy humans. I only believe
in humans who haven't found their calling.
If you haven't found your calling, you're
going to deal with it in a variety of ways. One of them is "lack of
motivation", which most likely will be just a way of your Spirit saying to
you "no, this is not what I really want
to do".
Forcing people into working to earn their sustenance, health care,
etc, is not the answer. It actually backfires, by forcing people to stay at
jobs they don't like. It's only then that the "effort" and
"work" issue appears. The issue is is not fighting lazyness (it
keeps us blocked in the problem), it's making feasible and viable for people to
find their own calling in life.
I hope by now I have addressed the issue of
finding whatever it is that you want and LOVE doing, or at least, dispelled
some of the fear of the soul-searching. So let's assume you're contemplating
it, or maybe even taking your first steps in that special area. We now have the
main ingredient, that is, the willpower. We have something youwant to
work on.
We still have to bolster
productivity/creativity, however, because those "distracting" issues
might still pop up.
Re-Arranging
Your Outer and Inner Space
This is valid whether you've found out your
life calling or not - although, of course, it will be much more effective if
you have.
Not all situations are "perfect".
You're also not perfect. You are bound to carry your own personal bits and
bops, which may affect the conductivity of your creativity, even if you're
doing something you love. Don't ever expect to be "perfect", or for
your creativity to be pouring out constantly - at least without any issues
whatsoever.
The key to this point is clearing
up the clutter, both in your work environment, and in your own
attention focus.
I wrote an article called "Why TV Is Bad
For You" (in my website) about the numbing effects of television, but most
notably, how it occupies your mental space.
It is possible that when you watch less
television, you'll be freeing your mind so that there's more space for your
natural creativity and ideas to come forward. This would be an example of
clearing something that is occupying space needlessly. Treat these things
like occupying space, literally, even it it's your mental space, your time, or your energy.
In a similar note, the little habits and
distractions all around you, such as links to facebook, etc, all have the
ability to very subtly lure your mind away from your primary focus. Primarily,
because you might be accustomed to do so. If you're not completelyinto it, you might be tempted to click on
the sideways instead of in the main thing.
Here is where a little bit of old-fashioned
discipline does come in. Remove from your surroundings the things that might
distract you, in away that you don't easily come in contact with them as you
work. If you're at home and you're tempted to watch TV, don't work near the TV.
If you have in your desktop or browser links to whatever, remove
them.Creativity is a tunnel through which things flow,
and you want to not have holes in it, or things cluttering it, so the energy
might flow uninterruptedly. In that sense, then yes, you should
"force" yourself to not click away and not make it easy for you to be
distracted.
Then again, if in a given moment your mind
just wants to be
distracted, and just isn't in the mood to work, then you need to just respect
it. Go away, do something else, rest, take the time off. Again, not being able
to do so immediately punishes and suppresses your you for no reason. You are
not a machine and you aren't supposed to be. You go through moods and
predispositions, and you'll do yourself a grand favor if you just allow it, and
not punish yourself for not being constantly full swing. In the long run, if
you're not really into the work you're doing, maybe it's time to go back and do
a little more inner searching.
Maybe your energy levels are being affected by
something other than work itself. Maybe it's got nothing to do with your work
at all. But nevertheless, your spirit is asking your attention to it, and it's
therefore, inevitably, something you should address.
You simply need to be in touch with your SELF
at all times, and be able to respect its flow. If you can't do so, you're at a
loss right there.
In that note, then, the great big thing that
occupies a lot of space, and stands directly in your way, is, as I've said, the
traditional work mentality and the expectations of others (your boss and the
chain of command). The ruleset of regular "jobs". Why? They lower
your energy and mood and end up blocking your creativity. A stressed and
pressured state of mind is perhaps focused for a time, perhaps attentive, but
NOT creative. A creative mindset is free and relaxed. This is the very reason
the rule set and discipline of regular work is counterproductive to
creativity.
Thus, an extreme case of clearing cluttered
space is removing a job you don't like from your reality. That
alone releases an immense space for new things to appear. This is not a joke.
You'll see it when (if) you do so.
Do you understand, then, why fixed rules and
time sets do nothing for the quality of your work? You might experience
punctual deadlines at some points, or otherwise rushes of performance to finish
something. And that's natural. But understand that, as it's well documented in
mainstream studies, you aren't supposed to function at peak performance constantly. Even top athletes and
performers get used to time their physical peak when they really need it.
You need to be able to connect
consistently, on a regular basis with yourself, and
with your own way of coming into a state of inspiration.
It doesn't necessarily mean being literally
alone. You may feel creative when talking to certain people, with your friends
and co-workers, or doing something together. Or, looking at nature, or
a scenery, or art. Whatever it is, you'll want to retain contact with
those things that bring about, and draw upon your best moods. As you may guess,
this is a nice, pleasant experience.
If you do work based at home, doing something
that isn't necessarily shared by yourfamily as
an activity or interest, then you should take care that you have alone time,
and a personal secure space/time to where you can retreat to in order to be
"productive" (read: creative).
If you need healing or therapy, spiritual or
not, in order to handle those things that you bring about with you and block
your natural flow of creativity, like fears, trauma, or behavioral patterns,
then you can do those as well. You may find that this ties in with all the
rest.
All of these are examples where you may be
called upon to exercise your
discipline a bit, that may draw on your maturity and self-determination. But if
you're (hopefully) in a context where you like what you do, there's no need for
the harsh, cold, nazi-style discipline and rules. This kind of discipline is
something you do as a support for your favored activities as work. You mature
as well as have pleasure.
Why? Because now you want to do the things you do. As
I've said, that's key. That's where everything else stems from.
You'll hardly call it work,
or productivity. That's only something you say when you haven't
found your calling yet.
Otherwise it's called "playtime".

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